The long drive Home

Even the strong ones have their weak moments.

Today I realized that I'm very sad. For many different reasons I'm very sad. On my way home from NC.. I cried for what seemed like eternity. I haven't cried like that since I got an azz whooping from my grandma for not doing my homework in Prep School. You can only hold in so much for so long I guess. It felt good to cry though. I cried for so many reasons.. kept thinking about all sorts of shit and then kept on crying till I was all cried out. Now I'm just sad. I'm wondering if I ever did anything horrible in my past life or something, because for some reason I just can't get anything right in this one.. I just don't understand... Today I realized that I'm very sad.